"I chimed in with havent you people ever heard of...
closing the god damned door? NO!
These things are better handled,
with a sense of poise and rationality..."

My bank seems to be more interested in my personal life than a normal bank would be.

Kinda seems like they've been dipping a little to far in for me to respect their intentions and their reasoning.

The outcome of their studies haven't exactly been the best, they've penalized me pretty well, but theuy havent really changed the rules.. and its pretty discerning. I dont really know what to make of it.

Paul, this ones up your alley, any advice?

--Chad

I listen to a radio show in the mornings called the BJ Shea Morning Experience on KISW 99.9 in Seattle... the radio stations website is kisw.com

There is this fan club for the show, that gets you prizes by rank. I love this show and want the hoodie, which means I need to get 80 people to sign up for the shows fanclub... its called the H-Hole Army (H stands for Honest.)

If you get 10 people to sign up you get an H hole army shirt, 40 is a hat, 60 is a sweatshirt, and 80 is a hoodie.. above that you get things like appearances on the show, and vip passes to the Holiday Hangover Ball, but I would be perfectly content with the hoodie. <3

Just go and sign up, you need to leave your real phone number and put my name or email address (Chad Copeland, cypherpunkk@hotmail.com) as the person who got you to listen, and why not really give it a listen... Theyre hillarious, on from 6am till 10am pacific time.

The whole cast and crew are on my friends list, and you can check them out too. BJ Shea, Top Shelf, Double R and Steve the Producer. Anyhow, pass the word along and I will be greatful if I get that hoodie, I just may buy you dinner!

much love,
Chad

It occours to me every morning that I have something very special.

When I wake up, I see the face of my son, and usually he is smiling at me, and cooing.

Wow.

I never had even considered having that kind of thing happen to me... especially on a daily basis. It's magic.

The only thing i have ever seen that made me happier is watching him fall asleep, just because I'm petting his hair... and then I melt.

Kids are fucking awesome.

<3

--Chad

Seems Myspace is winning the war, which is sad... I am a member, but I think I read Livejournal more frequently, mostly because its less of a hassle to get to things, and such, but Myspace is a little more highly customizable to everyone, not just people who want to pay to spill their guts on the internet in style.

Alas, Its not like anyone even bothers to read or reply much anymore, hell, not like I have much to write either... But I digress.

--Chad

Well it looks like I will be starting work for Cosmo Store Services as of the 13th of this month. Which means I will be in Annaheim to see Flogging Molly, possibly. Social D will be there before and after, damn it.

I guess they think Im pretty swell. The day after I peed in the cup they called me back and said I passed all the tests with flying colours, and they were ready to make me an offer. So I jumped on it. I think Im going to like this job.

*pats self on back*

God knows I need the steady and stable income. Hooray for money!

--Chad

Well the papers are all filed, and the job is in the works for Cosmo CSS. Tomorrow I have to go take a piss test and wait for the results to come back, then a criminal BG check, then a driving record check.. then I get to find out if I am eligable to work for them. Wish me luck. I am starting to get stressed about this whole thing because I really want this job and I really need it too.

If it lands, about 2 weeks later I fly off to Annaheim California for a week. That should be a trip to remember. I know only one person down there anywhere near where I will be. It will sure be nice to see her though, she was a girl I worked with at the movie theatre so long ago, named Timmery. I miss her sometimes.

As for now, that is pretty much my rant aside from my body hurts from work.

--Chad

i finally joined myspace.

http://www.myspace.com/cypherpunkk/

hit me up

--Chad

Today we did it. We went the next step. We have 2 foster kids, and one made by hand... metaphorically that is. A house in a decent neighborhood, pet cats and goldfish... even a couple Tetras, barbs and catfish... And today we did the only thing missing...

No we didn't get married...

We got a minivan.

The marriage thing is not far off, god willing. I am starting a new job here in a couple days actually, provided my traffic record isn't too bad and my piss test is clean (which it will be.) I have to meet up with Bob tomorrow night and take the tests and I will be working for Cosmo doing home depot scrap work for a while making a nice salary actually. Im looking forward to it.

Miss you all!
--Chad

PS: My thoughts are with you Renda & Phil <3


( Cut for Stupidity.. [dictionary meanings for my various nicknames] )

...that is all for now.
--C

Today was a unpleasant day for the people of Washington who don't live in the premise that every team here bears some sort of scarlett letter. However, it seems that the rest of the world is just as jaded at them as the lot of us here are.. Depressing? Yes... Unwarranted.. not really. Can I say Im surprised how the game went today? Not even close. Sad day all the same. We got robbed.

During the bowl we cant say is super, I got a phone call from Amos. A good call for once, considering it interruped a major game like that and usually that means from anyone its bad. She said her dad needed a gopher for his work... You know.. Hey you, gopher a box of nails... or gopher some lunch for us.. etc.. And It starts in 2 days. Sadly at 6:30am I have to be at his house. Happilly, its only a quarter mile away or so and that means I prolly have to get up at 6 to be there on time haha.. Its a little money in the pockets to pay some unpaid bills and cover some debts, as well as get my rig ready to go work at Cosmo/Home Depot.

We're refinancing the house here before long, gonna get some good working cars, and pay off our back debts and try to break even and by god I think we may jsut pull out of this hole we're digging ourselves into. That should be THE SHIT! I hope to get a Chevy S10 extended cab, or perhaps a Toyota 4 runner... Neither are cheap.. but they work well and generally have long lives.

For now Im just rambling and posting because Im jaded at this silly little internet and not many people are online to BS with. Luckilly, Kens here (online) and Well hell, I reckon hes prolly the person I talk to most online. I really like talking to him. Good bloke that Ken... and good advice too.

Anyhow... I digress.

Peace out bitches, WEEEEEEEEEEEE!
--Chad